Intrigued by the gravity of a situation,
He takes solace in his happy memories;
Mindful of the fact,
That these are just mystics,
Of a virtual world;
Woven in his soul.
Delving deeper in his thoughts,
He questions what went wrong.
He is his own motivator,
Consoling himself that he’ll get over it,
Seeking blessings from Sai through his prayers.
He knows he over-thinks,
Knows sometimes it’s just his insecurities,
Yet he searches within,
Till the point his head starts to ache;
His heart starts to break.
And then he becomes his own critic,
Calling names to himself,
Furious on being so sensitive,
For thinking too much.
Now he acts indifferent,
Nudging the unwarranted thoughts away,
On the positive conclusions he had made,
And start working on it right away.
And finally he is,
Of all the efforts he had made,
Searching his soul!